HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010
…Somehow I find that it is really difficult to deal with both net and RL recently. I’ve been thinking of either moving to a new journal or totally deleting this journal without making a new one. While there are a lot of thoughts to share that have been moving around inside my head, I became confused myself and delete the draft I wrote since I suddenly don’t feel like writing it? (Well, aside from my poor grammar. I can write in Indonesian if I want to).
This happens numerous times. I know LJ is not only about fandom; it is our own decision to write what to write, right? And yet, if I only write about RL, flist won’t be interested in my entries anymore. It is fine to defriend me because I might not update LJ frequently because things happen in RL. Sorry for not commenting recently, I might not be a good friend.
Sorry to start the first entry of the year with such depressing content. I hope things will be alright and I will be able to fix all the mess.